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Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Meh.

If there’s one word to describe this day, it’s “meh.”

“Meh” is probably the common existing apathetic expression there is. Meh is pokerface. Meh is lukewarm, passive, tepid. The closest Filipino expression to “meh” is probably “lakompake.”

I like happy days. I dread sad days. I look forward to exciting days. But meh days? I don’t know what to do with them, such as this one. While I edit, I write a poem, listen to music, eat, text, chat a little, and “sing a sad song just to turn it around.” But nothing. It’s still meh. And honestly, this sucks more than the sad days I already cower at. For in sad days I actually feel something -- yes, it's sad, but that feeling indicates I still have a heart that beats; whilst in meh days I feel just…meh. Indifferent. Like a robot, but even less interesting.

Does this make sense? Do you feel the same as I do, or am I just meh-ing the crap out of you?

Meh.

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