If I write about you, that means I am thinking of you. Or it could be that I am starting to like you. Or I am infatuated to you. Or the worst of all, I might be in love with you.
But the thing is, this blog is not about you. So please be reminded that I am not writing about you. I am writing this blog and this blog is about me.
I am turning twenty-one this December. No boyfriend since birth. Yes! No man has held my hand for real (but a few had held it before and I call it flirting. :P) But yeah, seriously I haven't had a boyfriend yet. A real boyfriend.
When I meet someone who is the right guy for me, I want him to be a responsible man. I want him to have a stable job, good looks (optional) and a caring heart. Of course, I also want him to have the same ideologies as I fight for. Am I asking for too much? I hope not.
If I would ever settle for a guy, I'd settle for the best I could find, of course. I do not mean he has to be perfect. But at least he must have the qualities of a good potential life partner (whoa!).
I read a book by Bo Sanchez entitled "How to Find Your One True Love." Not that I'm desperate to find mine, but I'd love to hear some good advice from Mr. Sanchez himself, if ever my time comes. :) According to him, guys tend to be easily attracted by girls with long hair. Guess what? The next day, I cut my hair. Haha. Well, I don't think I am already running out of time to get a guy. Besides, I want to have a new look (and yes, get rid of buying too much shampoo).
I don't feel that right now is my time to find a love of my own. Besides being quite young, I have other business to deal with right now. My thesis is saying hello to me every single waking moment. My Japanese students are waiting for Tutor Michay to discuss an article with them. I have several musical pieces to practice and an entire concert to prepare. And after I graduate, I'd probably be hunting for a job amidst a hundred thousand other graduates.
Most of all, I don't think I feel incomplete - the love of the Good Lord is enough to fill my heart ever-thirsty for an unconditional love.
So to my one true love (if ever you really exist), hang in there. We'll meet each other soon,in His most perfect time. =)
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